nOstalgiA foR thE gOOD oLd dAys...

One month passed, i still can't get use the life here.  Miss my frenz and family in JB, really... I know I have to be more optimistic, but how can I buck up without your guys?  Thinking of your guys has made me feel so nostalgic.  We always study together, shop together n' hang around together.  But now all by my own...  So isolated, I hate tat kinda of feeling...If this is called growing up, can I refuse it?Can I back to the past?  No worries...

Guys, I damn miss ur all...

Am i too vulnerable to face the challenges?  Study here is such a stress stuff, you are not only have to study, study, study all the day, but also have to worry about the ECA points.  Sometimes, i wonder that maybe it's my own problem.  Why others can do it, but not me even though I've put a lot of effort on it...I always tell ling tat we can't give up. I seem so strong, but in fact I'm not that strong at all.  Guys, you all know that i'm not as clever n' intelligent as others.  Good results to others is a granted, but absolutely not me.  I have to work very hard to get what I want...

I'm asking myself whether it's a wrong decision when I first choose to study here.  So tough...  Today is sunday, I still hav to stay in the hostel.  Here's extremely boring, dun hav couch, air-conditioned room, fridge n' many things... This is the second week that I din back to JB, although my house isn't far away fron NTU, yet I persuade myself not to back home, because of the stupid maths,acc,ob...

P/S: Xiao P, juz now i read my maths n' saw sth you'd wriiten on my textbook during su yong's class.  You wrote that "You can't give up, just because things don't come easily..."

maomao*+*+*

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My dear sis,u know how my heart felt when i saw ur updated post that sunday night?really...BAD...
I felt i'm a bad fren as i nv care abt ur feeling.All i care abt is just myself.sorry for leaving u here again n again.just bcos of too selfish i am...
Since we come sg together,u can always c how useless i am.the only thing i know is cryign when i face with hardship.To me,u're a strong girl,at least stronger than me.but i've forgotten that my dear kaisin is tired to be always strong n tough...
I think u should know how much i regret to come here.but wat else can we do rather than just go for it?no choice,no way to turn back.ppl say wat we've suffering now is to share those hardship in the future.I dunno.but hope so...
Let's support each other,k?